by Zoë Pollock Lynn Harris praises MTV's 30-minute interview special on abortion, "No Easy Decision": Seriously, they nailed it. And by "nailed it," I don't mean they just did a great PSA for abortion. I mean they told the many-sided truth: that abortion is safe and common, that abortion has been made difficult to get, … Continue reading It’s So Personal … On MTV
(Perhaps the best posts this year were penned by readers, and the most illuminating, gripping and emotional posts were related to late-term abortion, in the wake of the assassination of the abortion doctor George Tiller. I've never seen the power of this medium so clearly and up-close: one personal account caused a stream of others. … Continue reading Posts Of The Year: It’s So Personal: A Round-Up, June 5, 2009
by Patrick Appel This video of a couple who choose to take their son to term despite his being diagnosed with a terminal illness in the womb is heart-breaking. It's hard to get through without bawling. Our series on late-term abortion and the terrible choices some families are forced to make is here. (Hat tip: … Continue reading It’s So Personal
A reader writes:
Last January, at the age of 41, I conceived my first child, a child I have wanted all my life. At 22 weeks into the pregnancy, my partner and I went for a routine ultrasound at a clinic in Overland Park, Kansas, near our home in Lawrence. We and all the expectant grandparents were eager to find out the baby’s gender. Before the appointment, my mother wrote a quick email: “What time is your ultrasound? I'm excited!! Let me know what gender my "Grand" is! Love, Mum.xoxoxoxo”
Our appointment began jovially. The perinatologist and nurse joked about names, and at one point, the doctor called the baby a “little rascal.” As the ultrasound continued, the room grew quiet. The perinatologist scanned the baby’s head again and again. He finally announced, in a solemn voice, “I’m seeing some things in the baby’s brain that concern me.” Time stopped, and everything in the universe shifted. Holding my partner’s hand, I struggled to listen despite the thick blanket of grief that settled over the room.
The doctor continued, “The baby has holoprosencephaly. It’s a brain malformation in which the forebrain fails to divide. Most of these babies die before term. Those that are born have severe disabilities.” He finally took a deep sigh and started to deliver the especially delicate part: “I don’t know what your beliefs are but some people would terminate a pregnancy of this nature. Since you are 22 weeks along, you would have to go to Wichita for the procedure.” Everyone in the room knew this was shorthand for, “You would have to see George Tiller, the infamous late-term abortion doctor. No one else will help you at this point.” Numb, I asked to know the baby’s gender. He placed the ultrasound wand back on my stomach and read the grainy image: “It’s a girl.” We walked out of the clinic with blank stares and wept in the car.
A reader writes:
My wife has Marfan Syndrome, a condition that (among other things) leaves people susceptible to sudden dilation or aneurysm of the aorta. It weakens the walls of the aorta with no symptoms, followed sometimes by catastrophic tearing. When it tears, there's an 80% of death – 65% en route to the hospital, 15% at the hospital – and only 20% survive through aortic graft surgery. Pregnancy greatly exacerbates that risk.
We knew about the dangers during my wife's first pregnancy, so she had repeated measurements of the aorta. It got a little bigger, but never to the danger zone. Our daughter was delivered by C-section without serious complications. Once the aorta gets bigger, however, it never gets smaller, so the pregnancy left my wife on the precipice of serious medical catastrophe.
A few years later came the second pregnancy. Her OB/GYN sent her to a Marfan specialist at Johns Hopkins. He treated us like we were murderers – or rather, treated her like she was a slow-motion suicide. He insisted on an immediate abortion. He plied us with his recently published study demonstrating that all of his previously pregnant Marfan patients died during the second pregnancy. And he pointed out that all the women in his study were at least 5 to 10 years younger than my wife at the time.
We decided to proceed instead with the help of an OB/GYN who specialized in dangerous and difficult pregnancies, fighting to make them safe and successful.
A reader writes:
While I've always considered myself a pro-life conservative, I do admit to having mixed feelings about abortion. I've been following your series on late-term abortion for the past several days, and I thought I'd pass on our story.
About 5 years ago, after a lot of effort, my wife got pregnant with our second child. We did the regular genetic screening (I can't recall the name of the test, but it was just a simple blood test). It came back positive for Down's Syndrome, but only at a slightly higher risk. Our OB/Gyn said the odds for someone my wife's age (27) to have a Down's baby were about 1 in 10,000. The positive test result put the odds closer to 1 in 150. He recommended we go to a doctor who specialized in high-risk pregnancies to confirm there was no problem. She was 5 months along at the time.
During the additional testing, we had an ultrasound done with an amazingly high-tech machine. During the scan we kept asking the tech if she saw anything, but she kept telling us she wasn't legally allowed to say one way or the other. We sat quietly until the end of the test, at which point the tech turned to us and said, "Well, I'm going to be honest with you, because it's the only way I know how to be. I see some problems with the head."
I could hear my wife's breathing quicken, and my hands started to shake uncontrollably. The doctor came in and said he saw holoprosencephaly, which, as we learned, essentially means that the brain did not divide into two hemispheres. In fact, although we were 19 weeks along, the brain had stopped developing at 11 weeks.
A reader writes:
I’ve always been pro-choice but thought that I could personally never have an abortion. I always thought it was unfair to make a child pay for my mistake. But then I got pregnant at 19, by the first guy I ever had sex with.
My situation was complicated by the fact that I was due to leave in about a week for a semester abroad in Italy. I couldn’t have gotten an abortion at the time if I wanted one, as I was only about 5 weeks along. My mother and I decided that I would go to Italy so that I could get a full semester’s worth of classes, and then drop out of college until I had the baby and gave it up for adoption. I had absolutely no intention of keeping this baby, but felt that it was my responsibility to give it a chance before I got back to my life. It seemed like such a reasonable plan.
But I had no idea how hard it would be to live every day with a fetus growing inside of me that I didn’t want anything to do with. It felt like an invader. I felt so alone in Italy, although my friends there were wonderfully supportive. I fell into a deep depression, sleeping 12 hours a day, not eating, getting no prenatal care. When I started having fantasies about falling down the stairs to lose the baby, I knew I couldn’t do it. I flew home and prepared to get the procedure. At that point, I was about 18 weeks along.
A reader writes:
In August 1989, my then five-and-a half-month pregnant wife and I went in together for a routine sonogram at her OB's office. The sonogram showed that the fetus was
Immediately after the test we sat down with the OB in her office where she told us the reality of what we were facing. We scheduled a hospital visit for the next day. At the hospital they induced labor and the pregnancy was terminated. The baby was a little girl and she died during delivery. We were able to hold her for about an hour after the procedure. We named her and buried her.
It was a traumatic time and decision, but it was the right decision to make. How can you make a woman carry a baby to term when she know that the baby will die soon after it is delivered? Psychologically how much damage does that do to the mother and the family who cares for her?
A reader writes:
I know that you and many others do not approve of late-term abortions and those who perform them and I understand the reasons. However, there is one aspect of this moral dilemma which I have not seen addressed by you or the media: the fact that clinics like Dr. Tiller's can help SAVE the lives of unborn children. Here is my best friend's story…
My friend "Katie" is pro-choice, and her husband "Rob" (raised Catholic) always considered himself pro-life. They have two wonderful children, one of whom is a special needs child. With all of the complications of raising their autistic daughter they decided against having a third. But Mother Nature vetoed this decision and Katie became unexpectedly pregnant at the age of 39. Though unplanned, there was no question they would keep the child. So they initially decided against any invasive screening. However, due to her age and other factors, the doctors recommended extra testing. And sure enough, one of the tests came back with measurements that indicated chromosomal issues and/or heart deformities.
It was then that the reality of their situation sunk in. Rob started seriously thinking about what their situation might be if they had another child with even bigger medical issues and perhaps Down syndrome. So it was Rob who asked Katie whether they should get genetic testing. She agreed. In the meantime, Rob was experiencing ambivalence about the future and what the best choice might be. Time became a factor; Katie was starting to show and was bonding with the baby, whatever its condition. Rob, on the other hand, became more and more certain they couldn't handle another baby with severe health issues.
Katie and Rob started discussing the "what ifs". What if it had Down's – keep it or not? What if it didn't have Down's but major cardiac malformations – keep it or not? All this they had to think through in a short amount of time while they waited for the genetic test results. They still were in an "acceptable" window to terminate. Katie knew that if the fetus had any major issues, Rob wanted to abort. She, the "pro choice" one, was not so sure. Although the clock was ticking, they agreed to wait for the test results.
Kate Dailey understands what we are trying to do.