When I read Paul Berman’s masterful book, Terror and Liberalism, I found myself drifting more toward the liberal internationalist defense of the Iraq war, rather than the WMD/security argument. Unlike some conservatives who support the Gulf war, I also supported the Clinton war to liberate Kosovo. The mass graves and unspeakable horrorswe discovered in the liberation only confirmed my view that this war was a moral and vital enterprise. If I sound more chastened these days, it is not because I have come to doubt this. It is because, like others, I have become distressed by the way in which the administration has conducted the struggle. I tried for a long time to overlook the obvious failures, mistakes, stupidities and rigidities which have characterized the mission. But in the end, it became impossible. Abu Ghraib – in its cruelty and incompetence – was devastating. And the news since has convinced me that this was not a one-off exception to the rule, but the result of policy-making at the top that deliberately blurred the lines between tough interrogation and abuse and torture. No, Rumsfeld didn’t sign off explicitly on those abuses (apart from hooding and the menacing use of dogs). But he did sign off on hiding some prisoners from the Red Cross for reasons that are still unclear. I refuse to believe that in fighting demons, you have to become one. In this respect, Berman makes me feel less alone.
WHAT BUSH HAS WROUGHT: Berman also worries in the new New Republic – rightly – about the future of interventionism in the wake of these scars on America’s reputation:
The U.S. failure in Somalia led to a different kind of U.S. failure in Rwanda. There will surely be Rwandas in the future–there is one right now in Darfur, Sudan (where the ethnic cleansers come out of the same mix of radical Islamism and Arab nationalism that has caused so much suffering in many other places, including our own places). Who in his right mind is going to call for U.S. intervention? Doubtless, in the future, when things are not so grim for us, some people will, in fact, call for U.S. interventions, and justly so. And yet, other people are going to say, Oh, right, and let’s put Donald Rumsfeld in charge. And this will be a devastating reply.
I fear he’s right. Was there an alternative? Of course there was:
We could have applied the lessons of Kosovo, which would have meant dispatching a suitable number of soldiers. We could have protected the government buildings and the National Museum, and we could have co-opted Saddam’s army–further lessons from Kosovo. We could have believed Saddam when he threatened to wage a guerrilla war in Baghdad. We could have prepared in advance to broadcast TV shows that Iraqis wanted to watch. We could have observed the Geneva Conventions. (What humiliation in having to write such a sentence!) We could have–but I will stop, in order to ask: What if, in mulling these thoughts, you find that angry emotions toward George W. Bush are seeping upward from your own patriotic gut? Here is the challenge: to rage at Saddam and other enemies, and, at the same time, to rage in a somewhat different register at Bush, and to keep those two responses in proper proportion to one another. That can be a difficult thing to do, requiring emotional balance, maturity, and analytic clarity–a huge effort.
That is what I have been trying to do on this blog, in real time, in imperfect ways. It must be possible to believe in this war but to be dismayed by the conduct of it. I still cannot believe that the U.S. now has a reputation for “disappearing” enemy combatants, for seeing inmates battered to death by flashlights in dark cells, for using “water-boarding” to coerce confessions, and any number of things that we do not know, and if the administration has its way, will never know. I cannot believe that the Justice Department prepared a memo in order to justify the use of any number of inhumane methods in contravention of U.S. law – and then denies any malfeasance at all. This isn’t the administration I once trusted and it isn’t the America I love.
EMAIL OF THE DAY: “I started reading your blog out of sheer curiousity. I just couldn’t quite figure out the quaint oxymoron: “conservative homosexual”. I was yet to find a conservative that can articulate his beliefs without falling back on historical prejudices ( racial, gender, socio-economic, and sexual orientation). You are clearly different. Your conservatism is rational and almost delightful – if I wasn’t such a radical left-winger, I would seriously reconsider some of my opinions. You’ve shown, in your own “wobbly” way, that there is something much more to conservatism than white, rich, and heterosexual priviledge.
I followed the link on your blog entry “Over at Lucianne” and I was shocked at the comments. These guys have NO respect for you or for your sexuality. I haven’t read such hateful rhetoric in a while. All the same, I am hardly surprised. It’s unfortunate that conservatism has been hijacked by bigots. It’s even more unfortunate that you still chose to camp out with those who would feed you to the dogs without a second thought. Please stay strong and don’t let those rabid, unthinking pseudo-conservatives get you down.” – more feedback on the Letters Page.
JUST FOR THE RECORD: A reader reminds me that I wrote in this blog on February 29 that Bush’s support for the FMA was a “deal-breaker” for me. Those are the exact words of my subsequent Advocate piece. I don’t blame Jonah for missing it. But it’s unfair to say I have in any way deceived anyone. I went through a period of turmoil after Bush’s endorsement of the FMA and wasn’t sure whom I could support. But on reflection, the FMA made it impossible for me to endorse Bush. There was no “extremely significant silence.” Just outrage and a period of reflection.