This is from an interiew with Eric Haney, a retired command sergeant major of the U.S. Army, and founding member of Delta Force, the U.S.’s crack counter-terrorist unit. I don’t agree with everything he says, but I was struck by this exchange:
"Q: What do you make of the torture debate? Cheney …
A: (Interrupting) That’s Cheney’s pursuit. The only reason anyone tortures is because they like to do it. It’s about vengeance, it’s about revenge, or it’s about cover-up. You don’t gain intelligence that way. Everyone in the world knows that. It’s worse than small-minded, and look what it does.
I’ve argued this on Bill O’Reilly and other Fox News shows. I ask, who would you want to pay to be a torturer? Do you want someone that the American public pays to torture? He’s an employee of yours. It’s worse than ridiculous. It’s criminal; it’s utterly criminal. This administration has been masters of diverting attention away from real issues and debating the silly. Debating what constitutes torture: Mistreatment of helpless people in your power is torture, period. And (I’m saying this as) a man who has been involved in the most pointed of our activities. I know it, and all of my mates know it. You don’t do it. It’s an act of cowardice. I hear apologists for torture say, "Well, they do it to us." Which is a ludicrous argument. … The Saddam Husseins of the world are not our teachers. Christ almighty, we wrote a Constitution saying what’s legal and what we believed in. Now we’re going to throw it away.
Q: As someone who repeatedly put your life on the line, did some of the most hair-raising things to protect your country, and to see your country behave this way, that must be …
A: It’s pretty galling. But ultimately I believe in the good and the decency of the American people, and they’re starting to see what’s happening and the lies that have been told. We’re seeing this current house of cards start to flutter away. The American people come around. They always do."
As Churchill noted, that’s true – eventually.
Contemplating atheism, in other words, can be an integral part of believing in the God of the New Testament. Similarly, others arrive at Christianity or other faiths only by wandering for a while in atheist or agnostic territory. I cannot say the atheist temptation has ever been very strong in me, although reading Nietzsche in graduate school was a terrifying experience. For most of my life, I have found it impossible not to believe that something we call God exists. When I went through a time of thinking I would not live past my thirties, my main doubt was not that God did not exist, but that he was evil. I actually did have an epiphany of sorts over that issue, and I wrote about it in my book, "
Rick Hertzberg brought my attention to this little
